#prayfornenek

My iPhone's alive and restored, like finally! A week ago it dipped and died in the toilet bowl and now, it's back in my loving hands. So yes, my life is in order again!

But in more recent news, my paternal grandmother, the only blood related grandparent I have left, was admitted to the hospital on Thursday morning due to a very bad fall. :( She's now suffering mild paralysis on the left side of her body and it pains me to see her in this state.

When we were saying our goodbyes see-you-tomorrow(s) to Nenek for the night on Sunday, I saw my father cry for the first time in my life. Then it struck me that the possibility of losing her is standing at fifty percent right now and I'm shaken. This is really too much for me to process since the thought of losing her has never crossed my mind, ever. I've always pictured her in my life till I'm married with kids. However, the fact that she's in this state, at almost 80 years old and that she might pass more sooner than later, is super scary and freaking heartbreaking.

Here's a picture of her laughing last night when I came to visit. To see her smiling, makes me smile. :') I'm praying that she'll regain her senses as soon as possible and start functioning again like she used to because it's starting to get tougher to hold back my tears every time I see her.